.Wednesday, July 11, 2007 ' 1:45 AM Y
you are my childhood superman!
EDITED: 10:31PM 11th July2007.
Baby called me, smsed him a short while before he went to sleep.
he said he's changing bunks tomorrow, im glad. because he will be further away from the girls' bunk wahahaha.
and i realised this : I'm sobbing inside, not entirely because you are away from me. but also because I'm glad that the little boy i had with me all this while, is growing up to be a real man to serve the nation. i know its silly, but like what wymen told you, i'm worried if whether you wouldnt be able to do something as simple as filling up forms. you and i know that i am always the one to fill up forms for you, snatch the pen away from you and start filling in your particulars myself. m also always the one to run up to your home to get the keys, the one to call up singtel or starhub to enquire on your behalf.
i told my girlfriends this : im like a mother, letting her newborn son walk alone after letting my hands go. even if you fall or trip, i wouldnt be around, to see you fall and catch you as you descend.
but anyway, i know you're growing up inside. thats what im really really relieved about.
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came back straight after school today, mum was quite shocked to see me. usually at this time in the afternoon, its either me or daddy whom would come home. not daddy now though- he's in malaysia.
wanted to go to bugis for some shopping, but juanie's sick with a flu. poor girl, get well soon okay! (: went crazy with jokes and funny antics on the train today with my three girlfriends. acted homo with justina, only to get the stares of some angmoh. HAHA. laughed till my stomach hurt like crazy, its this kind of feeling that i love when im with them.
my heart skipped a beat when the train reached tiong bahru, but i didnt show it on my face. i still miss you, thats for sure, but i know you are getting fine inside. You called me twice again! HAHA. you still havent shaved your hair off (HAHA!) :D
pia-ing tennis on darl's PSP like mad now. i actually planned to sit the train till pasir ris then return to tanah merah and alight, JUST TO PLAY TENNIS. seriously, its kind of addictive. no wonder you always play and ignore me! HAHA.
shall pack and tidy ALL MY NOTES then get down to study some hardcore POA. i understood lecture on depreciation today, im relieved. everyone has been telling me how easy peasy POA is. even YOU! HAHA.
its 4.52, i shall wait till you call again after nite. i love you (:
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