.Tuesday, July 24, 2007 ' 8:08 AM Y
you are my childhood superman!
You asked me this :
Where were you when i needed you the most?
I couldnt answer your question.
i thought I loved you enough, I though I treated you well..
And yet I couldnt answer that question that I thought I should.
im sorry if i let you down in any way.
i really want to be there for you when you need me,
when you meet problems and need my help.
I know i can be stupid sometimes,
but all i want is you to acknowledge my existence when you need someone to depend on.
I really love you,
so you cannot imagine how it hurts within when i heard that from you.
my heart feels like its been pierced, ripped and swallowed.
I can't blame myself enough.
I'm really sorry.
