.Saturday, August 11, 2007 ' 9:37 AM Y
you are my childhood superman!
suddenly i miss my secondary and jc life. and friends.
jiangbin. boon. huili. felicia.
i have been too caught up in my life doing nothing i forgot about them.
maybe they forgot about me too.
i don't know.
i miss the times we went macs at payalebar after school.
the used-to-be 25cents vanilla cone,
the combo-1 from long john's,
the fish fillet meal and do-you-have-any-discount-coupons with you talks,
the bubble tea from parkway parade,
the honey milk tea with extra pearl,
the i-still-think-apple-iceblended-from-each-a-cup-is-the-best conversations,
the avoid-the-bakchormee-store-at-ny-during-breaks-and-eat-oiishi-instead,
and the oh-shit-its-tuesday-and-im-ponning-touchrugby thoughts.
ive been through so much,
i met so many people,
i ate so much shit.
i did things i never thought i would be doing.
i donated blood even though im afraid and when i saw huili convulsed and her lips turn purple i thought she was going to die. i went through tortorous h2 chem and maths lessons. the two teachers whom blackmarked me. one calls me "joint" the other calls me all the time during chem lessons and imitates the way i say "i don't know.".
i saw the ugliest people that could ever survive on earth.
and that includes the nyjc librarian from hell.
but till today
im still here.
i achieved nuts.
i can picture myself telling my grandchildren that in my whole life, my achievement was to win the secondary 1 higher chinese compo writing.
and i can imagine them gawk, then ask,
"ah ma, thats all?"
shit.
