.Friday, September 14, 2007 ' 8:46 AM Y
you are my childhood superman!
i was so hyped up about today's sentosa trip.
then,
it started to rain.
shit always happen.
i even packed my portable speakers and charged the mp3 player,
asked around for shades and picnic mats,
prepared all the toiletries into my big huge brown bag.
then it rained, this afternoon.
sighz.
anyway walked vivo w cherie,
shopped as usual and ehhh, talked too about our boy-, and girlfriend(:
not really in the mood to blog.
i shall be optimistic about next school semester,
and live a more planned life instead of letting nature take its own course.
like what baby said,
its only the first semester in year 1 and my results are,
atrocious.
that shouldnt happen to a JC drop-out.
okay, maybe it should.
i was happy about poly after handing the withdrawal form so proudly last year,
i promised all my friends i will live it up in poly.
like, study hard and play hard.
all i get was,
i DID play hard, but i DIDNT really study my hardest.
yes, i had my fair trips down to the library and mugging sessions.
but what i really needed was probably,
100% attention AND attendance during lectures and tutorials.
whoever said poly's slack?
that person needs a whack. (okay, that wasnt meant to rhyme. but it did.)
so, the new school term.
i shall plan my after-school activities wisely, incorporate tuition lessons + boyfriend days into it.
and i promise i will do every single tutorial studiously, and read every single lecture at night. i will not spend my living hours thinking of what to wear to school (especially when apparently only I care about it), but doing my tutorials. and that includes boring stats which took up 2 hours on precious wednesday.
and i will cure my habit to shop, and i shall only shop twice a month. yes, i believe i can do it. twice a month, twice a month, twice a month.
i shall work hard at new subjects like, marketing since all i care about is appearances. pun intended:]
off to sleeep,
a visit to ssdc + tuition lesson tmr.
